Title: Ordinary

Author: hanny2luv

Pairing: Ryoda

Genre: fluff, half-angst

Summary: Ryo is thinking about someone he loves. Ryo’s POV.

Disclaimer: I could only wish that they’re mine. *sigh*

Beta by: dear allboutp 

A/N: This fic is based on the song Ordinary from Color album and has 2 parts. The first part, this one, is written by me meanwhile the second part will be written by allboutp . 

Ryo walks aimlessly on the street, thinking and complementing his thought and feeling. He knew he wasn’t suppose to feel this way, since he was quite sure the other person didn’t think just like he did but he just can’t help it. Those feeling that he buried inside his heart is beginning to kill him slowly.

He looked at the sky; it’s beginning to turn dark as a sign that soon night will be replacing the day. But he can’t help but wondering what the other person is doing right now. Is he thinking about me too, just like I do, Ryo thought.

But no matter how much he wanted to be with the other person, he knew they couldn’t be together. He had done a lot of mistakes; a lot of hurtful things have been said to that person. But that didn’t change the fact that he always does love that person. There isn’t a time of a day that he doesn’t think about him. About Ueda Tatsuya.

He always thought that person is beautiful. Face so fair, eyes so full of life, lips so red and lustful. Everything about him is so beautiful, and he loves absolutely everything. He even loves when he cried; never had he thought that some one could still be so beautiful when they were crying. But of course he loved it the best when he smiled and laughed.    

As he walked along the street, watching couples walked hand in hand, he kept on wishing that it was him and his hime. How wonderful it would be if that really comes true. He could imagine how delightful his life will be with the person he loved by his side. And he promised to himself, if ever that will come true, he will make sure that Tatsuya will always be happy with him.

Suddenly he felt like singing, singing a special love song for Tatsuya. To tell him his feeling, to tell him that the Hime has been the resident of his heart for quite a long time already. To tell him that how glad he is ever since they’re meet even though there have been times when they were not in each other good grace. So he held on this thought and begun walking towards where Ueda Tatsuya lives. Not caring that it’s already started to slowly raining.

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Ryo had already arrived at Tatsuya’s apartment. The rain has been pouring quite heavily. Luckily he arrived before that. If not, for sure he’ll be soaking wet. Ryo was practicing to himself, trying to determine how he should confess to Tatsuya. What should he said and what should he do. But before that, he was just content to stand down here. Perhaps I should step into the rain, just for a little while. For a glimpse of Tatsuya, he said to himself. Perhaps after looking at the face of the beautiful man, he is sure to get the encouragement to confess his feeling.    

So, here he was, standing under the rain; waiting maybe just for a glimpse of the person he loves the most. Then he watch, the beautiful man walks out to the balcony and watches the rain, trying to catch the rain drops. Ryo smiles at the sight of Tatsuya trying to catch the rains, looking very silly yet very cute. But then his heart drop at the sight of another person that come behind Tatsuya, hugging him affectionately, and taking Tatsuya inside the apartment. And all that Ryo could do just gaze sadly at the empty balcony and wishing that it was him that was by Tatsuya side. Slowly, he turned around and walked towards his apartment, without caring neither the looks that he received nor the tears that running down his cheek, mixing with the rains.

End of Part One.